It pains me to see how happy I look in that one picture of us - even though there never was an “us”.
0: complete strangers, 3: immediate friends, 7: realizing I will fall in love with you, 25: you shyly grabbing my hand, 33: tipsy kisses in the dark, 46: hooking up, 55: falling in love, 59: secretly holding your hand under the table, 63: romantic kisses on a swing, 72: you telling me we can only be friends, 80: awkward silence, 84: cancelled dates, 91: trying to save our friendship, 100: realizing you stopped caring
It would be much easier to forgive you if I could just make myself believe you did not realize you were treating me like an asshole. Sadly, you told me you knew exactly what you were doing the whole time.
(Source: en-tournant)
(Source: cruello)
